Childhood
By SnuffyBucket aged 18
Started with a fucked-up childhood that etched into my wit
Tears my guts to bloody pieces
Just thinking about it
Feel him shiver from the waist up when your poison’s on my lips
The need to claw into him
Craving venom from his hips
I started having fucked up nightmares of demons in my bed
Your comfort only skin deep
Vile snapshots in your head
Makes me shudder from the waist down when his limbs tangle with mine
Little girl inside is screaming
But I can't say ‘no’ this time
Grew into a fucked-up teenager living in a shattered home
You said you'd never hurt me
Now I ache in every bone
Tragedy or just a mess - why did you hate me to do
Anything that made me better?
So I’d want no man, but you
Started with a fucked-up childhood and resulting in a fucked-up life
They say I’d make a pretty bride
But I’d make a shitty wife
My hand’s not what he’s asking for - should I be relieved?
When I deepthroat his brain
Who puts me on my knees?
Started with a fucked-up father who skinned away the chance
Of developing a meaning
That goes beyond my pants
No rationale can tell me that I was free from blame
To blur the lines of trespass
I’ll fuck away the shame
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